Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Debbie (fm Sibs NS) "Can I borrow the vibe?" "No." "Why not?" "I don't have it, she must have taken it." "Who?" "Ellie? I think." "You're using it with Ellie?" "No, huh! She climbed up, to my room last night, and I think she stole it." "Oh." "2 guesses where she decided to hide it." "Hihihm! You think she's." "I don't know any more." He sat down, and shook his head. "Yeahr!" Yawned, "She woke me up last night, she got me to sneak out, and sucked me off, then when we got back. She climbed up here, but I couldn't. So, I had to break in downstairs, but when I snuck up here, she was gone, and so was the vibe." "Oh." "Sorry, uh." I shrugged, "I got fingers." "Ew!" "Well, you know what I do with it, and I don't give you shit for where you stick it!" "I'm sorry, you're right." "Are you okay?" "I don't know." "You're acting, a little weird." "I know, I just. I don't know, I feel a little weird about it now." "Oh, like getting spanked, and jerking off to buttfuck the cum wasn't a little weird." "No, it was, but. Huh! I don't know, I'm used to it now, but she tried to seduce me." "Okay?" I shook my head. "Yeah, and then when that didn't work. I guess she gave that up, and just sucked me off." "And that's, all right?" "No, because she's eleven." "Yeah, but you didn't make her do that." "No, but that's another thing. She pulled her panties off, and her dress down, but I don't think she even, really got off on it." "Oh." "What?" "I don't know, but I think. Well, I don't know what that is, but I felt it too." "What?" "I just said I don't know, but something. It was like an orgasm, but different, and then when I had one." My eyes rolled up, and blinked, "Hhuh! It was mindblowing." I didn't even have to think about sex for like." Wow, "It's been like a week now?" "So, that night we got caught. I mean me, and Ellie." "Yeah," I looked down, "So," turned away, "Great talk." "Debbie?" "Hm?" I stopped at the door. "What happened?" "Nothing?" "That was the night you 'camped out with' Jr." "Huh, so?" "So, what aren't you telling me?" "I already told you, I sucked him off, and fingerfucked him, the end." "Then why have you been avoiding them? I thought you wanted to borrow it to use on him." "I did, but I used it on me instead." "Then why don't you want to go see them again?" "I'm scared." "Now you're scared he'll hurt you." "Well, don't be so smug about it!" "Well, I did tell you so." "Well, thanks, I don't need the vibe any more." I slammed the door. "Debbie!" "Sorry dad." "Do we need to talk?" "No," definitely not! "Well, you've sure been fighting with your brother a lot lately." "Sorry dad." I shook my head, "Huh! I'll try not to let it happen again." I lied to him, of course. I'm not scared he might hurt me. I'm afraid I might not, be able to stop myself, again. ; Alan Jr. (s/b Sibs Rape. I mean it.) "Mh?" It's just a nightmare, right? It felt so real, but she wouldn't really. Besides, how could she even get in here? I locked the door, and the window, it's just a dream but I keep having it. Over and over. She covers my mouth, with her underpants, and holds me down. She's not really bigger, and stronger then me, yeah sometimes she beats me up, but only because I won't hit her back. She's a little girl, and my little sister, and yeah she's a little taller then me, but just because she started growing up early, and I'll probably catch up with her again soon. She just feels so heavy, in the dream, and holds my arms down with her legs, and I'm sure it's just a bunch of stuff I remember all mixed together. Guilt, it's guilt. "Huh!" And she did the same thing, made Donny put the underpants in her mouth, so in the dream she leans down, and whispers, 'open your mouth.' I can't breath again, with them smothering me, and sitting on me, so I can't help it, and I know she won't let me breathe until I let her stuff them in. Then, it's like that last time, when we played spies, she tied me up, and I let her suck me off. It felt good, and I still feel guilty about that, so of course that gets into my dreams, and I feel that same fear again. Only she doesn't tickle me, and she makes me turn over, to tie my hands behind my back. Then, "Sit up," so I'm up on my elbows, and it doesn't hurt so much, and it's not a belt. I don't know what it is in int the dream I never see it, but I think it's cloth. That's it, it doesn't feel like rope, and it's not a belt, but that's all I can figure out. Then, she's naked. I can feel it, and this last time, she layed down on my back so her little tits rubbed my arms, and holds my hands between her legs. She felt hot, and wet, and squishy, and how I have any idea what that feels like on the sides of my hands, it's like the smell of her underpants. It's not like I ever smelled her underpants, honest, but it's not like Debbie smelled, but I'm scared of her, and I guess that's why I'm scared of Ellie now too. I mean all she really did was tickle me, and tie me up, just like we used to playing spy games when we're little, then I let her suck me off. I was just afraid she was going to try to use it, and now I feel so warm and gooshy inside, remembering how Debbie screwed me. "Khahl!" What? It feels good, and it makes me feel better. There's no way I can get it up to jerk off right now, but my spit works just as good if I hawk up a loogie, and it helps me sleep. "HhH!" Just slipping between my buttcheeks. "HhHhH!" Like Debbie did, that first night before she fingered her self, and held me, and I fell asleep in her arms and I love her. I do, but she scares me, and she hasn't been back since then. "Nh! Hihm!" Relax. But she feels so greasy. In the dream, but if I open my eyes, and look down I can see her. Bent over, and rubbing it in her buttcrack, so it gets me all greasy too, but this time she held my hands between her legs, and felt under me until I got hard. "Nh nh!" Like this, only I can't, and it feels better with my finger in my butt, so I just screw that in, but at least it's pointing up, and I really like just feeling my balls. "Nh hm!" My balls feel good, so I just play with them, trying to remember, but the dream, and Debbie, and playing Spys with Ellie all run together now so I don't know if she's behind me holding my hands, or rubbing me hard in my PJs, or spanking and fingering me, or making me eat her out. I don't care, I just moan into the pillow, but it's hard now. I can feel that. "MMMMMMMMMMH!" Then, she pulls my balls. Bent over, so I can see her pussy, and smell it, and almost taste it in her panties. "Oh." Pillow biter. That's what pop means by that. But I don't want a man behind me, on top of me, or a dick inside me. "HhHhH! HhHhH!" I'm fine, just remembering the feeling of tits on my back. Real tits, Debbie holding me, and "NH nh nh nh nh nh!" I can't help squeezing my finger as it finally twitches out, splashing hot, wet and sticky in my hand. And then I wake up. Or pass out in the dream, and wake up, here in my bed. But now, "Huh huh huh huh!" Just catch my breath, and roll back over so I can get my wet hands out of my night pants, and go wash them off. "HhHhHhH!" It's a good one! But now, I hope I can fall back asleep. Check the lock on the door, and my window, first. ; Elanore (fG Bi) "Hey," I came out, "Long time no see?" Well, like a week, but now I can sneak out to see him, so I don't have to play that best friends ruse any more. I guess I always could, but I was scared, and then I stopped. Being so afraid any more. I guess I grew up, my body's taking a little longer. "Yeah, some stuff came up at home." "Let me put on some shoes or something." She followed me, and closed the door. Leaned over while I laced them on. 'did you take the vibe?' 'yeah, that what this is about?' She stood back up. "Well, I wanted to see you," but I got it out, and she put it in her purse. "You need new batteries." "My dad goes to Radio Shack, he's got twenty of them." "Oh, okay." So, we went out. "You enjoy it?" "Yeah, but it's still too big." I'll grow, but that means so is he. I guess I'll just have to be satisfied with fingers, and anal until then. "Um," we're safely out of earshot, "You remember when we fooled around, that one time?" "Yeah," how I know we're not dykes. "Well, huh! You think, maybe you want to try that again?" "So, you are homosexual." "No, I. Well, I was looking through some of the old magazines, and I read about, bisexuality in the playgirls." "Yeah, about that. Where do you get all that gay porn from?" "Well, don't tell anyone, especially your family, but my dad." "He get you the vibe, and the rubbers too?" "Well, the vibe, but he gets the rubbers for Donnie." "Oh." "He's gay." "Hihihihihn! No, he's not!" "Uh huh! He's got a boyfriend, and everything." "Well, he's got to be bi then, because we're pretty serious lately." "Omg, you did my dad too?" "No! Ew! I mean, I like older guys and all, but, what is he, 50?" "48, I think." She shook her head, "Oh! No, I mean my dad's gay. Why he never remarried, we just have this," quote, "Uncle." "Oh, so Donny's straight." "Huh! He thinks he's in love with you, but. He's not molesting you, is he?" "Oh god no. I practically have to tye him up to suck him off." "Hahaha! I miss your sense of humor." "Yeah," I was joking. You bet! If he wasn't so much bigger and stronger I would tie him up, and rape him. "So, you want to try fooling around again?" "Yeah," actually I am getting pretty horny. "If you want to use that vibe on me when you get new batteries." "I thought you said it was to big?" "Yeah, but the vibes really work on my little man in a boat." "Oh, well you think I could. Huh! I can't believe I'm asking this but." She stopped, took a breath. "May I kiss you?" "Okay." I closed my eyes, and nodded. "Down there." I blinked, but she was looking down. Not at my chest bumps, but she even pointed. Between my legs. "Huh!" I never really tried that. "Okay." I undid my pants, and pulled them down. We went somewhere private, there was nobody around, and if we get caught, so what? "Where did you get these scratches?" "Oh," between my thighs. "Um, using the vibrator." I looked away, "So, I had to cut my nails." "Oh, good." She sniffed, and smiled, then she kissed me. ; Debbie (fG Saph) It was hard, at first. With her standing up, so I stopped, and said "Lay down. What?" When I saw her face. She frowned. "What's that taste like?" So, I got up, and kissed her. Real quick, but she didn't even lick her lips. I was going to ask her if she liked it, but she grabbed my face, and kissed me real hard. "Snh? Hm!" So I kissed her back. She let go of my face, and hugged me. So I hugged her too, and we kept kissing. Real hard, her mouth open, so I could kiss her deeper, and we had to stop for breath. "So, how's it taste?" She shrugged, "I don't like it." "No?" ""No, but you kiss great!" "Yeah?" I kissed her quick. "Yeah. Bend over." "Okay." So she could get down behind me. Standing up, but she pulled down my pants, and underwear. She pulled up her's to, but "I thought you didn't. Nh?" She kissed my ass. "Uh!" Deeply, I mean, she started frenching it? "Mh mh," she shook her head. "That's disgusting!" "Mhm!" She nodded, and smiled. I felt her smile, but he kept kissing my ass. Trying to stick her tongue inside it, and she touched me. "Oh! Oh, yes. Nhm, oh yes, like that!" "Sh!" I nodded. "You like it?" "Yes," it just grossed me out at first. "Why do you?" But I couldn't taste it. "I don't, it's sick." "Then how come you did it?" "I think I figured it out. Where'd the vibrator go?" "Still In my purse." I stood back up, but I felt a little dizzy, at least my knees weren't weak. I almost fell down there, if I didn't have the tree to hold onto. The, asskissing was all right, but when she touched me, I think it made it better. I had thought, I'd try it. Carpet munching, we didn't before when I showed her the vibrator, and made out a little playing with it, but then we decided we weren't lesbians. Then all this stuff happened, and I don't care. I think I was starting to fall in love her. I was, starting to. Now, I love her. "Huh! You ever get a feeling, like you just had an orgasm, but without having an orgasm?" "Yeah." "Well, then when you do get it, it. It's even better." "Yeah." "Well, I get it doing things. Sick things, the sicker the better." "Oh, well I got it watching you, at first." "Spanking your brother." "No, well. Not the spanking, I mean when he. Started borrowing my vibrator, and giving me rubbers for it. Huh! I saw the look on his face, when he jerked off, and then when he put it in." "Mhm? Bend over." "Okay." I got on my knees. "Uh!" Good, she put it in the right place, but then she started, kissing my asshole some more. "Huh! I think, huh! It was, what you said to him. Mh!" I nodded. She stopped kissing, but kept twisting it in. "Jonny." "Yeah." Their play name. Like Donny, but not Donny. Married, kids, cheats on his wife with hookers, and comes home drunk. Donny drinks, a little. Just to relax. "Can you fuck me?" Not to get drunk. "Slawlh!" She nodded, and started moving in and out, instead of screwing around in there. "Halhlawl!" "Nh! Huh!" She pulled it out. "You like anal." She slipped it up. "Nhn eh? Nheh! Nyeh!" I tried to hold still, but then i started, humping back into it. Or it into me, because she just screwed around, but pushing back, instead of up, into me. I can, especially without my face in the way. Then she touched me again. "Eh!" I squeeked, but she rubbed it real good, and fast. Not hard, just fast, and I mean, I can't believe how fast she could move those little fingers, so i couldn't really breathe much, just enough to squeek. "Nh ei ei ei eieieieie!" I shook so hard, which shook it deep inside my ass, and it didn't take mus of that for me to fall down in the dirt. "Neiaughhhhhhhhh!" And moan, until I ran out of breath, and just tried to grunt more in. "SvhH Auhhhhh!" I finally fell down, so she could let go, and just let me shake. It pooped out right away, but that just mad me pucker and spasm more. The air felt could, but she touched me. My spasming asshole, and just held her fingers there. My asshole did all the sucking in and out. "Hhhhhihn!" She lay down, and just squirmed. I blinked and sat up, just to watch. 'hahn, ahn!' The look on her face, i was jealous. Still spasming a little inside, and the warm goodness swriling in my heat, my heart, all over my body, but I felt her up. 'oh, hahn!' I had to hold her legs, open, but she curled up, and just kept wiggling. Well, I like the taste. I mean, I really love the taste. Pussy, or whatever, especially her pussy, especially having a slow squirmy, whatever it is. I thought I felt that, I had any idea what she ment, when she asked me, but i'm pretty sure I never felt anything like that, or if I did I wish i could see it, but my skin crawled. Under my hair which was weird, and I felt. Whether I feel, when I watch her humiliate Jonny, or remembering how I almost raped her brother. "Oh, hahn!" She mewled? She didn't squeel, it was kind of like sighing, and almost moaning, but really I just had to move my mouth around to keep my tongue in there, and let her do all the squirming around. Finally she stopped, so I could go Back to Frenching her. "HhHhHhHhH!" She shuddered, and drew a ragged breath. "Huh!" Sighed. I looked up, and she was starting to look bored again. "Slm!" I licked my lips, all around. "You really don't like that?" She sat up, still panting, so I pulled up my purse, and got a cigarette. "Huh, can I." I handed it to her, and she took a puff. "Huhhh! You can have the rest." She got up, on her knees to pull her pants up. "When I was, like that?" "Uh huh?" "Huh, I was just starting to. I don't know, wake up? It's like dreaming, or it feels like dreaming, and then you kissed me, and it all went away again. How long was that?" "I don't know," I forgot about time too. "It felt like forever. Huh! It always feels like forever, but then, it felt like forever, again?" "Huh!" Okay? I shrugged, and shook my head. "You didn't get off?" "I didn't have an orgasm, if that's what you mean, but. That's better. It's so much better than any orgasm I can imagine, but if you let me get off, it'll be the best orgasm I can get." "What can I do?" "You can watch?" "Okay." "No wait, can you get some batteries for that thing?" "Yeah, but we're not even close to the house." I didn't even think to bring any, but i didn't expect her to run the batteries down, neither. "Okay," she got up, "Then let's go." "My brother." "Then don't tell your brother. Or, I can go blow him while you get the batteries." "Hihihihihihn, I have a better idea." ; Elanore (Gf NS Talk) "Ahahahahaha!" Yeah. "That is a better idea." "Huh." "What is it?" "Well, I'm sorry, but I have to tell you something." "What?" "Well, the night when your brother took all those pictures of us?" "Yeah, and I kicked his ass?" First time i felt that. Kind of wish I thought to use it, sexually. "Yeah, well, then we went camping." "Yeah, I know all that. He told me you sucked him off, and then in the morning you fingerbanged him." "Yeah, but. Huh!" I waited. "I almost raped him." "Ha! You should have!" "What? No!" "Why not? he fucking deserves it, and I rape him all the time." I nodded, "He likes it." "What? Wait, what!?" I stopped, looked at her. "Huh! All right, not All the time, like every night, but. At night, in his sleep." I nodded. "In the ass?" "Yeah, but. Huh! Just because we don't have rubbers, and i don't think they have any that fit him, and i don't want to get pregnant." "You mean, in your ass." "Mhm?" "But," she shook her head, "How's that rape, then?" "You see these scratches?" I didn't pull down my pants again, she asked about them. "Yeah?" "I really got them the last time I raped him." "But why?" "Well, first because the batteries ran out, but mostly because, that's the best feeling. I uh." Looked down, blushed, but didn't try to hide my grin. "I tried it on your brother, but, he was too big and strong." "But he's your brother?" "I know!" I laughed, "That's what makes it so sick?" And why I don't want to get knocked up. "Huh! The first time, it just kind of happened. I had this plan, to trick him into a little bondage, and punish him for being him, get back at him for the photos, and hating you because he thought you're a lesbo." "I am a lesbo." "Oh." Shake my head, "Well, for thinking we're lesbos, together.' I just put up my hand "What we did not notwithstanding, before that, and that wasn't gay?" "Uh, I was there." "Well, it wasn't gay for me. Look, that." I pointed back, "Was disgusting. I stuck my tongue in your ass, I tasted your shit, and that's how I got that way." "Really." "Yeah, I hate pussy. I hate your rotten ass cunt, and any time you want, you can force me down to rape my face, because I love it. I know, it's fucked up, but I hate my brother too. I Fucking HATE him. You know that, you even know why. But I sucked him off, because it's the best feeling i can ever feel, and you love me, or you say you do? Well, I don't, love you. I don't like Donny, or Jonny, and I don't care. Because it's not love, it's sex, and rape." "So, I just raped you?" "No, but you could have, and I would have fucking loved it. I did it for you, because you wanted it, you needed it, and honestly I wanted to see if I could do it. Without batteries, and you really are one hell of a kisser. And your tits. I know you've heard it before, but you have really terrific tits, and I love them. but you're my best friend, and I needed that. Now, any time you feel thirsty for pussy, if you want, you can rape me. I actually want to try that now, being raped by a lesbian. Huh, it's wow, just thinking about it gives me a little of that feeling. Especially you." "Huh, I might actually take you up on that later." She thought a little while, smoked another cigarette, then figured something out. "Ellie?" "Elanore." It's about time I started using my full name. "Okay, Elanore.' She smiled. "What is it?" "I raped your brother too." "Good." "But I did it first!" "Ha?" Well, that night. "Yeah? Well you broke him in for me. I raped him 4 times." "Yeah, well I owe my brother a couple two?" "Oh yeah, why?" "Huh! He had some buddies over, one night. Got drunk, and passed out, then they found me, and raped me." "How many?" "2, why I owe him 2." "Well, I don't owe him, but you know your plan?" "Yeah!" She grinned. "Well, it needs a little work..." ; Donnie (Gmf BDSM Bs Ince) "Hey!" She came back, with my sister. "Where's dad?" "Out with uncle Bill." Romantic weekend. Drinking buddies, like Best Friends. "Good, I need a shower." "Good," she grinned, "Then we can be alone." She followed me up to my room. "You miss me?" "Yeah," Very much. "No, you missed this." She held up the vibrator. "Now, I'm gonna tie you up. So, you can keep your hands to yourself." I was having a pretty good day, but now it was getting interesting. "Take off your clothes." "Okay," I didn't waste any more time. "If you missed me so much." "Uh!" "Then why didn't you come see me?" "Your dad." "You're scared of his guns." I nodded, "Well, you Should be Scared of Me!" "Uh, huh!" I nodded. It doesn't hurt, she doesn't hit me too hard. Just enough to get me hard, and warm up my butt. "If you really wanted this, you could have grew some balls." "MH!" She twisted them, but not too hard, then started crushing them. Harder, and harder. "Uh!" She let go, and they dropped. "Huh!" "I'm sure you could have gotten it out of me, somehow. Give me your hands. Behind you." She started tying them, but didn't say anything. "You fuck around while I was gone?" "No, you know I love you." She hit my fingers. "AUH!" That hurt! "Been beating off?" I nodded, and felt tears blink out of my eyes. "Cheating on me with your fingers." I felt her tummy, her bare skin against them. Then her cute little pointy tits on my arms. Holding my shoulders, so they hurt with whatever it is tight around my wrist. "You love your hands, or me?" "You uh!" "You don't love me," she held it up, "You love this?" "Uh huh?" "Kiss her. Show her how much you love her." I smelled it, tasted her on it, she's been using it. To looen up for my. I spoiled the surprise, but now maybe she was loosened up enough for me. She was finally ready to take that next step. "GHUL!" "Choke on it, choke on my dick, faggot!" "Ghulgukgukgukguk!" She throat fucked me, not too hard, but deep. So I gagged, and it ran down my face. "GAHL!" Slapped my ass. "Bend over, faggot. I'll show you how to fuck. Bite the pillow, pillow biter." She got me one, and I wiped my mouth off first. I missed this, whatever it is. How I feel when she's humiliating me, hurting me, but not too much. I like it, it feels good really, and it just makes me love her more. ""Nh, hm?" That's not, the vibrator. "I should kiss your ass. Smq, for being so loyal. Hahhhlul. You like that. FAG!" "Uh! HUM!" Both sides. I just bit the pillow, and felt her. Mouth, and tongue. Her lips on my asshole, smiling, and her tongue pushing it in hard. "MH!" Spanking me, on the sides, so my dirty pucker clenched, and sucked at her tongue. And my cheeks pushed her face out. Only to split it again, while she spread my ass, and rubbed it. "Hm!" It felt even better than the toy, I almost forgot about it, or anything else. But her French kissing my ass, I could just moan, it was the best feeling ever. Better then fucking, or getting sucked off. That was fun and exciting, she likes to play games, and surprise me. Pretend, like we're spies, or someone else. Maried, with kids. I thought about that, and I want to marry her. Raise kids together, only I would never cheat on her. Never even think about looking at anyone else. I love her, that vibrator is just a thing, a hunk of plastic, but I'd take a dick for her. I'm not gay at all, but I'd let a man fuck me, if she wanted me to, just so she can watch. Maybe when we're done with this I can ask her about it. She likes the porn, my dad's gay porn, and now she's kissing the shit out of my ass, so I bet she'd be into it. "MWAH!" "Uhn!" "I brought you some batteries." "Good. Put them in." I sat up, wet, and squishy on the blankets, but I can wash them. Butt, I even blushed a little. Debbie was naked, but I've seen her naked before. She's my sister, we used to go skinny dipping, and stuff. She's even seen me like this, but that. Asskissing. I felt like I just fucked myself for hours. When she didn't even fuck me with it. "HhHHhH!" I was shaking, but she never fucked me before. Just spanked me, and called me names. Or Jonny, I nodded. She even held it for her to unwrap a rubber, and roll it on. "Hihihn! Not for you!" She pointed, "Get on the floor." "Okay." "Huh! I was thinking, maybe we should see other people." "What?" "Shut Up!" She smacked me. HARD! "I don't want to hear you, where's my panties?" I love this. I don't even know why, but ever since the first time she stuffed them in my mouth, and spanked me. I can't even taste anything but dry cotton, but I'm drooling, and there's a big wet spot on my pillow. My ass feels slimy, and it runs down my legs, and I'm so hard it's throbbing. "If you're gonna fuck other girls, it's only fair." "Yeah." I thought she left. "Smq!" My jaw dropped. "Hm! Smq!" My sister, just lay back on the bed, sighing, and my girlfriend got on top of her. Feeling her tits, and kissing the nipples. Oh, my god! I'm not like her brother. I mean Lenore's, Alan Jr. I don't care about lesbians, they're just like gays, only girls, but. I never even imagined the two of them together, and how long has this been going on? I never even thought about the two of them together, they're friends, and yeah it got a little kinky under the bridge, but it helps me. I'm manic depressive. The Lithium helps, but nothing really works as good as her. My girlfriend, punishing me I guess, but this whole time. I never suspected, but seeing them together now, the way they kiss, and look at eachother. How she touches her, and how turned on she was by it! By gumb, that little shit was actually right? I'm helpless here, I can't do anything, or say anything about it, but I'm reminded of all the times she accused me of cheating. Did they plan this? Have they been doing it all along? Is my sister. A child molestor? I never considered myself one, I never touched her, I mean I let her pretend, play her little games, and beat the depression out of me. I never even saw her get off. Debbie did, watching her beat, and humiliate me. Her girlfriend, punishing a man. Not her brother, just some guy, Jonny. It was exciting, and fun, leaves me feeling like another person, a new man, and even keeps the manic episodes from being to bad, but I could actually understand her being a real manhater. With her big brother, and the asshole father that makes him Be A Man. I'm not like that, but now I feel punished for just that. For being a man. It's just so beautiful, I feel ugly, and rough, and stupid for missing it. Of course, they love eachother. Why would they love me, either of them? When I'm sick, and so stupid. "Ah!" 'hahn!' Why would any beautiful, caring, wonderful woman want any man, when they could hve this? I don't need her to punish me, make me feel bad, I know I'm worthless, and fucked up. I might as well find a man, a big strong rough butch to fuck me, I don't deserve a woman. How do we even continue the race, only by the grace of god can they put up with us for children. "Snh!" They made me. Feel like a man. An ugly, stupid, insensitive fucked up worthless sack of shit man. This is what I deserve. She's not my girlfriend, I'm just a dick to her. What does she need me for when they have that. At least the vibrator can stay hard. "Uh mh mh mh mh! Snh!" I lost her, if I ever had her to begin with. ; Lenore (gfm BS Sibs Rape Trig...) "Ahhhhhn!" She relaxed, so I slipped it out, and buzzed around her clit. To make her shiver, and shudder, and spasm. She stinks, and I'm probably dripping all over his pillow now. Maybe it was his drool, the pillow biter, but I forgot about him for a while. Watching us. Teasing him, getting him so turned so he could only watch, me. Fuck his sister. "Hahn!" I rolled over, and she got up. "Oh, hanh!" Good one, not the best, but she just put a rubber on him. I turned, watched, lazily feeling myself. All over, especially my tummy and chest, but this is even better than her tongue. I don't even touch myself, I don't have to, just close my eyes, and remember. "Khlguhkuhguhk!" "This is how they raped me." "Ughlghukngunmuhlguhk!" "Choked me, strangled me so I didn't fight them, and took my virginity. You a virgin? I'm not. Thanks to you, my dear brother. You want a drink? No, I think you've had enough. This IS the first tight pussy you felt on your hard dick, huh? Well, not any more." "Hahn!" She raped me first. I didn't think it was rape, face rape, we're just fooling around, right? But I couldn't breathe, it was disgusting, and terrifying. A nitemare, I couldn't even scream, but she felt me, all over. Like this. "Ahn hahn!" She didn't molest me, she face raped me. I was only eight, maybe nine, what made her do that, to me? I know why I am, the way I am. It wasn't her, I loved it, and I love it more and more, but now I know it's not a fantasy. We didn't play, it wasn't pretend, it's a memory. She raped me, and I love it. She can rape me any time, but right now she's raping her brother. "Hahn!" No, it was Pop. And Jr. but he made him too. Literally, and fucked him up. A man? Right, a scared little man. Afraid of lesbos taking all the pussy, nobody wants to fuck him but me, and I just rape him because he's there. I know him, I can any night I feel like, and get away with it. Right, tell pop I kicked your ass. I kidnapped and tied you up. I sucked you off, and you had pictures of me beating a grown man under the hobo bridge. Tell him I come in your room, every night, he locks the door. Stupid, that lock doesn't work. I broke it years ago, but does the idiot ever think to try the handle? His nails, I loved it when he scratched me. Suffocating in the pillow, my tits squeezing between his arms tied behind him, and this. I can have this, every night. I am his nitemares. "Ahahn!" I raped him, in my ass. He's not good enough for pussy, why I bet he can't even get it up now, with a real pussy. A real woman, the coward, faggot, he likes it up the ass, so I don't touch it. Give him what he wants, I just take him. What I want, in my ass. I should give him some pussy, take it in me, as little as he's got but enough for a baby. And incest baby. "NnhaAH!" Hah, fuck yeah. Like I would, ever. The worst possible father, ever. That's what makes it so fucked up, I'm sick, I get off on this shit, but I barely have to touch myself like this, thinking about that. "Yeah! Huhn!" "Nh, hHhHh!" I cracked my eyes. "Oh!" She got up. "Thanks." Patted his cheeks, "Big brother. How was your first time?" Pulled out her filthy used panties. Orgasm after orgasm dribbled out in them. "You're sick." She shivered. She feels it too. "You're both sick!" "Hahn!" ; Debbie (fG Cons/Rape. Should be pretty clear which is which.) So, we went camping. I sat back, and whittled a stick. "How's this? WH!" Blew it off, and held it up to show her my work. Not as big as the vibrator, she says is still too big. "Yeah, looks about right." Playing with herself, not even trying to get off, just pausing to spit in her hand, wipe it on, and stir her fingers in there. "Yeah?" I unwrapped a condom, and slowly rolled it on. "You want to get raped little girl?" "Yeah," she got up, "But you're gonna have to catch me!" Giggling, naked, her young pale little butt cheeks shaking, and flapping, even a little wet, but she's still small. Short little legs, and it's not hard to catch her. Push her down. "Uh!" she tumbled, "Ow!" "Little pussy!" I pushed her face in the dirt, "Thought you could get away from me, but now your ass is mine!" "Don't hurt me!" She's still the fantasy girl, don't know if she's got a name in her head, but she likes to pretend. I don't want to humiliate little red riding hood, I want to humiliate her. I'm just lucky that she hates that, and also gets off on it. "OwH!" She stopped, struggling, "NH!" Spasmed, and I slapped her butt cheek hard to make her tense. "UH!" Popped right out. And I mean POP! I heard it. "Nh!" She spasmed, and bent over like that, I pinched her, hard. Her cunt, her little girl cunt, I feel like a child molestor, and she started to scream. "YEEEEEAI!" I shook it, until her lip popped out, then the other, so I probed her filthy anus again, and she held still. "HhHhH!" Shuddered, but that first pop sucked a little shit out, I smelled it. Disgusting, I breathed out of my mouth, then held my breat to suck some more out. SlplplPOP! "NghghghGUHN!" It spasmed, and sucked back in. "Filthy little tramp, look at this SHIT!" She spasmed again, with another swat. "Smell it," I wiped it on her fach, and she mewled. 'ahn! Hahn!' relaxed, starts writhing, so I let go. "hoh!" She stretched out, on the ground, and started squirming in the dirt. So, I felt her up. "Hoh!" and down. Her legs, back, but nowhere near the mess, but it was churned to ass butter. I turned away, and held my breath, but squeezed in both hands, groping, and squishing them obscenely like tits. She literally ground her nipples into the gritty soil, still moaning, squirming, mewling, and shuddering. "HhHhHhH!" "Huh!" I got bored with it, and pulled out a smoke. She turned, thank god away, and I had to raise an eyebrow at how dirty, and raw her chest looked. Especially her swollen nipples, and scraped up breast bumps. "Thanks," she took a drag, held it like a hit of grass, and slowly let it out. Whuhhhhhooo!" Smiled and shook her head. "Thanks." Blinked, but I took another drag. "What?" "That didn't feel like rape." "Yeah it did," she sat up, and nodded. "You ever been raped?" She shrugged, "Just now?" "No." I took another drag, to thing. "Whuh! You enjoyed it too much, and it was just a game to me." Another thoughtful breath. "Whewwwh! I wasn't mad enough, neither." "Oh," she held up her hand, "Help me up?" "Okay, you better go wash off." "Yeah," she looked down, giggled, "You really fucked the shit out of me! Hihihn!" Felt her face, and looked at it, on her fingers. "Ewh!"Turned away, and walked off toward the pond. So, I took off the rubber, and pitched it at a bush. I guess it's a pond. "Beaver dam," I had to laugh. Still not much hair on it, but I'm hot, a little annoyed, and strip down to skinny dip with her. Still dizzy, and wobbly, and she staggared for the pond like a drunk. She walked funny, I fucked her till she walked funny. I don't hate her. "Yeah," that's probably it. That little shit, her brother, I hated him enough to rape him. Stopped before I realized what I was doing, thought I was going to, when it came to his ass, but I face raped him. Brutally, spanked the hell out of him too, but I didn't think that was rape. I don't love her. She's right, that's not what we do. We make hate, I love the sex, especially raping men with her, but we're really best friends. Nobody understands me so well, and I don't understand, anyone else. At all even my family, men I guess. But they're so stupid, everyone is just so goddamned stupid, and nobody sees it. But I don't make love. I make hate, but I don't hate her, and she loves it. "I draw any blood?" "I don't think so." "Your chest looks pretty bad." "Yeah, well I did that, and I think you're right." She shook her head, "I thought it felt like rape, but even my ass. It hurt, even feels a little sore, but you didn't really, rape me." I really like her, a lot. There's a lot of things I even love about her, but we're not in love. I don't even know if I really believe in love any more, except as a delusion. It makes you do stupid things, which we do. We've done a lot of stupid shit, but not out of love. Mostly rage, for me. I don't know why she does, a lot of things. "So, there's no magic in camping." Just worked the first time. "Huh!" I leaned back, to get my hair wet, and feel the water flow through it from the little waterfall. Stood up, it's a creek really, but there's a drop, and a bit of a dam. No beavers, well 1 and a half right now. "Huh! I mean, other then we can scream as loud as we want." "So, I have to piss you off." "I don't know, grow some balls, and a dick, maybe?" I am a manhater. Just not a lesbian. "It think it's revenge?" "For being raped?" "Well, that," I'm finally over that, "And everything else. For being men, and making it suck to be girls." "Yeah, I hate that too." She just likes pain. Hurting people, making them scream, bleed, bruise, and cry. Must be nice, having it so easy. "Yeah," she came up, and held my hips. Looked up, so I bent to kiss her. "You just don't have the BALLs!" "Uhn!" My knees shot out, and I just fell. "You're WEAK!" "Wugh!" She kicked me in the cunt! Then the ribs, but that just knocked the wind out of me. "Oh yeah?" I got up, but she didn't laugh. She didn't giggle, she looked mad. "Yeah!" "AUGH!" She punched me in the tit! "Bitch!" I backhanded her, "I'll show you who's WEAK!" Punched her so hard she spun, and crumpled to the sand. "Uh!" I grabbed her by the back of her neck, and the cunt. Then she started screaming. "AIGH!" My fingers sank in, and I momentarily regretted cutting my nails, polishing them so I didn't scratch us up inside, then my thumb sank in. "YAIIEEHH!" "You want RAPE?" I punched her, just to feel her clench and spasm. "Well, you asked for it. How's it feel? You like it? Hah? Now you know what it feels like?" I just shook them in her, and she just screamed, until she passed out. "Huh! Huh, huhh!" She didn't even twitch when I pulled them out, shaking. Looked at them, bloody. "Oh!" Her torn, and bleeding vagina, and asshole. "Oh god, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" I held her, sobbing, until she started to move. "Uh!" She held her head, "Did you strangle me, or knock me out?" "I don't know." "Khuh khuh khuh!" She spat. "Fuck, huh!" "I am so sorry." "No, you're right." She shivered, went cold, and white. "I did ask for it." She rubbed her neck, "And I had no idea what it's like." She started shivvering, icey cold, and bone white. "I'm just glad it was you." I kissed her, held her until she stopped shivering, and started to warm up. We fell asleep like that, together, and woke up sunburned on one side. "Hihn!" "Hm?" I blinked, "Was that a rapture?" "I think a little one?" "What is it?" "Huh! I just realized, I made you rape me." "Yeah you did." We don't know what it is. We know how it feels, mer's don't feel like mine, and haow to cause it. Or we're getting better and better at it, so we picked a word. Raptures sounded about right.''"Huh, I don't know why mine still make me feel guilty." Wish I did, so I could fix it. "I over think it." "Yeah?" Yeah, huh! I guess I was trying too hard. To make it clever, and elegant. That wasn't, it was just brutal, and mean, and painful." "Yeah, and passionate." "Yeah. And. Terrifying." "Huh! Fear." Rapture, "Yeah, the fear. And shame too. I think I get off on the shame." "You humiliate." "Yeah," I know, "I like that." Even just playing around, or practicing. Whatever it is we're doing. "I'm glad we did it, though." "Yeah?" Why? She nodded, "So, I can do it better." "Then me?" "Hah! Nobody does it better then you!" "Flatterer." "Romantic." "Ah!" I could just laugh. "Haha! You win that one." "We better get up before we start turning black." "Hihihn! Yeah, we can already play cowboys and indians!" "Ahaha! Only if we turn sideways." "Hahahaha!" There was even a pale stripe across her side, where I held her. Protected it from the sun with my arm. "Hihn!" We had a good laugh, and kissed for a while. Then, we washed off, packed up, and hiked back to town. With a lot of aloe vera lotion for the burn. We really packed a lot of first aid stuff, but we didn't hurt eachother, too much. I just need to get those names out of my brother. Just 2 names. So, we talked about that on the way back. ... {Several years later} Leitmotif: Alice Cooper - Welcome to my Nitemare (Eponymus) Abel (m Prep Stal) "This is Alice, I can't come to the phone right now, but if you leave a message, I'll get back to you as soon as possible." I'll ask her when she's 10' tall. "Beep!" "Yes, this is Abel over at Holmes Video. I see in our records that you cheked out Boys on the Side, but it's overdue. Bring the tape bi, any time today, and I'll go ahead and waive any late charges. Thanks." "Huh!" I hung up, set down the grip trainer from the guitar shop, and picked up the weights. Holmes, get it? "Uh!" Like my dad's business. Allen Holmes, residential construction, demolition, and remodel. Built this place, same phone, but now it's closed. So, I can work out upstairs, but she's not home. I just preview the tapes, to make sure they're watchable. This one, barely. Stupid sappy lesbo bromance, not that she'd check out anything so obvious. I guess I could break in her apartment, but not without breaking something, for her to find. At least bending the security bars over her window, when it would be better she never suspect. Switch arms, "Uh!" Curls, and pick up the grip trainer. 1234321... "Huh! 1234321. For holding, pulling, even pick her up. Other guys, at the gym. I can't work out there, why I got my own equipment, but they're so vain. Flex in the mirror, especially their mantits. Bench press, for max. I can do pushups, 3 a day, but that's great for if you find yourself trapped under a beam, and to look pretty. I don't have to look pretty, this is real strength. For grabbing, holding, twisting their arms. Don't really need much chest to hold them down. Push up, and in. That's all glutes, so plank later, then relax, and plank. Real fucking strength. Instead of a sign across my chest. Might as get a [I Am A Douche] tattooed on. No, fuck that, or fuck those stupid dykes. "Huh!" Set the dumbell on the cradle, and flex my fingers. Turn my hand over to watch the cables pull in my forearm. 1234321 Touck my fingertips to my thumb. She'll be home soon, so call the phone company, and have them forward it to my pager. So she can call, and tell me she never checked it out in the first place. I know her number, but it's just to tell me, she's home. No, she buys. From the back room, but no lesbo titles. I don't carry that smut, but she likes them young, skinny. Solo, playing with themselves. So she can watch, playing with herself, and imagine touching them. Sitting on their face, and bending down to get a nice big bite of fur burger. Nope, straight only. Aint got videos of guys shitpacking either. Why's it all right for carpet munchers, but not for ass packers? It's a double standard, fucking sexist. I don't care, pork away, it's your dick, and less competition. But lesbos, waste of a prefectly good pussy, you ask me. Dildos, too. Why would you fuck a dead plastic wannabe dick, when you can have the real thing? Like this one. Look at it, look at this, dyke. You want it, you know you do. That's all they make them for, dykes afraid of a real dick, ond ugly chicks, can't get none. I don't care if there ugly, shit a pussy's a pussy. They just don't know what there missing, but that's what's wrong with sex toys. Dildos, vibrators. Just robbing nice guys like me of some action, so those lazy bitches can just stay home, play with their toys. No, fuck that. Fuck this. What's wrong, too big for you? "Yeah." Beep Beep Beep! Good, she's home. Shop's closed up anyway, she can leave a message. Right around the corner, just need to get dressed. Baggy Sweats, to look at me, you wouldn't even think I work out. I don't advertize it, preen like some gym peacock, strut and show off for guys, like some fagotto get pumped in the locker room. Pumping iron, yeah, that's what they're pumping. Right. No mask, though. I ain't ugly, nothing to be ashamed of, I could get any bitch I want. That's not a problem neither. I'm on a mission, to rid my neighborhood of perversions. 1 dyke at a time. The shop is a good front, nobody suspects, and you can learn a lot about someone from the movies they watch. Especially the back room titles, what they jerk off to, or ask about. "You got ass masters?" No, get a girlfriend, some pussy. Shit dick, get out of my store. My store, my selection, try the adult "Book store" out by the truck stop, and while you're there stop by the men's room for the dick you so obviously crave. Knock Knock. "Hello?" "Hey, Abel from Holmes Video?" "There must be some mistake, I didn't rent any videos from you." "Well, I was just in the neighborhood, so I thought I'd stop bye." "Yes, of course. I just called over there, but." "Just missed me, closed for the night." "Oh, well thanks for stopping bye." I grabbed the door. No chain, stupid. Try to shut the door in my face, "Fucking dyke!" "Mh!" Push her in by the mouth, and kick the door behind me. Her wide eyes, see it, the muzzle, and follow it, then close, when she feels it press cold on her temple. "If you scream, I don't have to keep quiet." "HhHhH!" "You understand?" "Yes, please don't hurt me." "Huh, it won't hurt. You'll like it. I promise." Fish the roll out of my pocket, and pull the folded end out, lots of practice. Can't be too sure, lying bitches. She say she won't scream, but, just to be on the safe side. "MH! Snh Mhmhmhm!" Crying. KHK! Get her hand next. "Turn around." Make that hands, together, and wrap her fingers good so she can't scratch me. Nails, long nails for a carpet muncher. Hair too. "MHRE!" "I said, don't scream." "Mhm" But she can shiver. Of course, if I was a devient, I'd hide it too, but it's not fair. False advertising, teasing good straight men like me to think we have a chance. "Get in there." Poke her back, hold her hands, and force her into her living/slash/bedroom. 1 room, kitchen, shower. Futon, folded up like a couch. "Get down, on your knees." Bend her over the back, and put one of mine down behind her. Feel her shirt up her tummy, her breath, pushing in and out, quick, excited. Up under it, holding her head back. Lean over her shoulder. "Fucking dykes." Literally, "Don't know what you're missing." Well, rape them. It's rape, even if they enjoy it. Get off on it, I'm good at what I do. Them, lesbians, show them the time of their lives. How long their lifestyle choice is, how another woman with a fake plastic dick can never be as good as the real thing. "Not going to need this." I dropped the tape, and showed her the gun. "Or this. Right?" "Hmhm!" She shook her head. Probably closed her eyes too, but she got the message. "Good." Dropped it on the sofa, the other side. So, I have both hands now, to get her good and hot. Wet, back up her bloase, and down the front of her pants. Another dead giveaway, never weras skirts. Probably don't even have none. Lacey underwear though. Bra, panties. Shaves in them. Fine with me, don't really care one way or another, like those young girls she likes looking at. Probably a child molestor too, when she can find another grown dike, but. "You work out?" Rub her tummy. Nice tight muscular tummy, feel the lines pop in, and go flat, from her gasping, and shorting through her nose. "Yeah, hot little sporty dyke." She shakes her head. "Don't lie tam me, I can tell. You like watching teenagers, hore themselves out for money on the videos? High school sluts, while you touch yourself, like this? You want to tuch them like this? If you're not a dyke, you're a pedophile, but I see right through it. That why you work out? Go jogging in your tight shorts, sports bra, to get all sexied up, showing off for the girls." "Nhm!" "By the high school, the catholic private school. You like them young, virgins? Catholic virgins, so you know they're pure, or is it the uniform?" "Nw nw!" "Yeah, you're starting to see the truth. Who your shaking this ass for. Why you're getting hot now. And wet? Yeah, you're getting wet." Pull my hand out. "Smell it, you fucking pervert. Or is this for me?" "Nwh!" "Huhuh! Can't have it both ways, or maybe you can. You bisexual Alice?" "Nwh sdhb!" "Your mouth says no, but your body says 'yes, yes'!" "Plwz, sdbh!" "Your cunt knows what it wants, what you're aching for, even if you're too Pussy to admit it." "Nhm hm hm hm!" "Feel that clit." "Mrhei RHEEEE!" "It's all right, you can scream now." Through my gloves, I hate it as much as those infernal rubbers, but a neccissary evil. The cops don't understand what I do, which is fankly their job. Protecting the public from predatory pervs like her. Their children, their innocent schoolgirls, don't know any better, and get lured in by sin. The hot little lesbo, shaking her ass in that spandex, looking back to grin, bouncing in those tennies, but I'm ready, she's ready, so I let go. Long enough to pull it out of my pocket. Pull the elastic shock chord I replaced the drawsting out, and hook it under my balls to roll it on. "Now, let's see what you got here." She didn't even move. Go for the gun, useless to her with her fingers taped together. As if in prayer, but behind her. Out of the way. Zip down the side, her hip. "Nice underwear. You wear them for me?" 'nwh.' She's ready. Barely even struggling, but I get them down, and "Snhhhh!" Yeah, she's ready. "Feel that?" Back at her shoulder. "That's what a real dick feels like. Not some toy, or some dickless school girl. This, is what a MAN!" "NGH!" "Feels like." Just painted the tip. In there, up and down to get it slick, but slipped it hard over her little man in a boat. "Uh uh uh uh!" She shook her hair. "AHWM!" "Why you crying? You want something to cry about?" "NWH! AWHM!" Slowly relax my grip, let her hair go slack. "I told you. I don't have to hurt you." Lower to a whisper. 'relax. You'll like it.' Kiss her cheek. "I promise." "NWHHHHHHM!" Slowly. Don't want to hurt her, but. "Feel, every. Single. Inch." "Nh nh nhm!" "More?" Another. "Deeper?" And another. Give or take. 6, or 7, but this hard, I'm guessing all seven. "HhHhHhH!" "I told you, you'd like it. Relax, might as well enjoy yourself. Fighting it just makes it hurt." Feel up her sides, around her ribs to cup her bra. Grip it, and drag a moan out of her. "MHHHHHN!" "Yeahhhhh, you like it." "UHNGH!" A good quick thrust, and, "NGH!" Another, "UN!" and "Nh! Nh, nh nh nhnhnhHhHhHHHHH!" "Hahhhh!" Sink in, and let my hands slip down to her hips. "HhHhH!" Yeah, she loves it. "Good." It slips out, and I let go, to rub her shoulders, her neck. "Snh!" Grip it. "NH? GHK!" The last thing she'll feel. She struggles, but I'm too strong. She can barely even shake her head, but she finally found out what she was doing wrong. The sin that kept her from ever being happy, living a satisfying life. It's too late. All I can do is send her to hell. Her pulse, in her neck, racing so quick, so strong, so excited! Then dying down. Literally, weaker, with her struggles, her gulps to try to get breath, but this isn't a throat strangle. It's her Carotyds, and Jugulars, pinched off so I can feel it, the blood backing up to drown her brain, until she relaxes, and I let her down, limp. Wait. ... Not a beat. "Huh!" Good one! "Huh huh huh!" I got out the tape, put it in her VCR, and just played. It'll run out, before anyone finds her. With the belt I found in her closet. Around her neck, her toys dipped in her juices, the big one stuck to the coffee table. Splayed out on the couch, like she just fell back, let go of the belt, still sticking to her fingers. Wrists taped together from the roll on the couch. Their lab will find the adhezive matches, and her prints. But not mine. My records will show she checked it out, herself. Club card, she has a discount. So everyone will know what she was, and what happens to lesbos in hiding. . ,